围城

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围城
文/三宝
 
在每一个人的心里
都挂着一把锁
钥匙到底放在了哪里
有时候总是会忘了
也许
只是想等某一个人
 
一起寻找
一起回忆
一步步摸索试探着
纠结询问
询问再纠结
一场永远没有答案的
结果
 
总想出逃的灵魂
另一个世界里的自己
在漫无边际目的地
四处流串游走
也许只是想
找到下一个出口
只为遇见
另一个相同的自己
似曾有过的谋面
渐渐地再熟悉
只是后来又
各奔东西
 
再后来
我们都学会了
失联失忆
你还是更喜欢
另一个的自己
他（她）还是喜欢
继续选择
熟悉再陌生
陌生又熟悉的一场
危险游戏
 
后来的后来
一切慢慢地都懂了
初潮的心
也不觉得那么痛了
时光还是老样子
千年不变
不痛不痒地溜走
人群还是老样子
在相同又不同的城里
围栏上锁
在相同又不同的世界里
划牢围城
 
Besiege the city. 
Author: San Bao
 
In everyone's heart.
 There is a lock hanging on both sides. 
Where exactly did the key go. 
Sometimes I always forget. Perhaps. 
I just want to wait for someone.
 
Search together. Remembering together. Exploring step by step. Entangled inquiry. 
Ask and then entangle. 
A game that never has an answer.
 Result.
 
A soul that always wants to escape. 
The self in another world. At a boundless destination. Strolling around. 
Perhaps just thinking. 
Find the next exit.
 Just for meeting. 
Another identical self. 
A meeting that seems to have happened before. Gradually becoming more familiar. 
But then again. 
Go your own way.
 
Later on. 
We have all learned. 
Loss of connection and memory loss. 
You still prefer it. 
Another self. 
He (she) still likes it. Continue selecting. Familiarity makes unfamiliarity.
 A scene that is both unfamiliar and familiar. Dangerous games.
 
 Later on. 
Everything gradually understood. 
The heart of menarche. 
I don't feel that much pain anymore.
 Time is still the same.
 A thousand years remain unchanged. 
Slip away without pain or itching. 
The crowd is still the same. In the same but different cities.
 Lock the fence. 
In the same yet different world. 
Secure the besieged city.

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